Pat Rych Tomelden

TEMPORARY: FORGET ME NOT – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) We were there standing across each other but never have the courage to cross the line or erase it. We were pushing and pulling the strings we were still weaving that it snapped. And we both know that the one who hurts most is the one who has the strongest grasp. This is not the love it was supposed to be because I saw it from where I was fighting. This tug of war is tiring. Memory fades and someday it will feel just like a dream from when I was young. I won't remember the smell of your skin and I can't tell where your moles and birthmarks are. It will be a blur, a distorted scene from an old movie, a bubble lost in the backdrop of a couple dancing in an empty street. I know even before it was started that everything ends. This will end, too. But I hope it's not this soon. And if it really ends here, I hope that I did my best for you to stay. I hope that I became clear even when words weren't used. I hope if someday, we meet again in a different place, we'll remember how it felt like to be special and I hope that we give this love a chance. WEATHER – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) Have you ever felt like everything is slow? Up here I see lovely people and places but they all want me down I love this pace, you know? It's empowering and calm The amplitude makes me breathe fresh air from the wind's soft whispers and blows And the sunlight makes me glow I thought I was moving on That I grew wings and now flying But it turns out to be me drifting Away and away from the ground where I was once rooted There's nothing we can undone and there's no words left unsaid But that doesn't makes me sad Because it's always better than falling apart. MISMATCHED SLIPPERS – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) You might not notice but the sun was shining in the west when I find myself at your doorstep because I remember wishing for a rain. You didn't know why I came that afternoon because we didn't have plans but while I was on my way I thought of all the stares and all the assumptions they formed when they caught us making out near the walls of the school's parking lot. It was degrading. And I wonder why you don't feel disgusted like the way they flash their flinching faces every time I cross paths with them on the hallways. And there is that perfect exgirlfriend you have beside you in that photograph you keep on the side of your locker and that you crumpled and threw in the bin when I saw. But it doesn't matter now how it influenced my decision because it's not your fault to be out of my league and it's not you who ruined everything. It amazes me how fast the transition was from being something to nothing. Then there was you calling my name three times, louder and louder as I turn my back and walk my way through and out of your life. I can't find words to describe how heavy my every step was but I know, because it was so painful, that I forgot all the looks and mischievous grins they threw us and all that was left then to remember was us. But it's different now even when there's the regret because I may not know what you think and remember about that day but I am very much certain what you've forgotten. You forgot to use your feet to come close the gaps I made and you forgot to use your hands for embrace. And yes I said I want us to end and I'm blaming you because you didn't try to stop me. You will be mad to hear my reasons but I love it when you're mad because you call me a bitch and always kisses me anyway. But as this message ends, I know and I remember why I wrote it in the first place. Shit, it is really over. POPPED MOMENTS – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) Break my heart to the smallest pieces and scatter it. For when you walk on land and sail on sea, you will always remember me. I wish To Stay Until He Returned. With Scorching Love, I'm Ripped and Whipped. Willing to Give In To You until we both Tripped and fit. I never know I was Loving Darkness. One Night, One Lie, we break, we kiss. He's Invisible Man, said he's No Perfect Prince. Though, my weights and doubts flew Blown By The Wind. Downfall Chronicles stopped and ended to spin. As we attempt Training To Love and win. Together we meet 24 Signs of Summer. We cry, we mend and reign Until Forever. Afraid was I watching From Afar. SYSTEM, QUEEN – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) ‘Baka Sakali' came to be the starting line, Of thoughts so deep like rooted vines. Hands of seconds strikes as Sands of Time, With Waves of Memories rushed and aligned. Knowing glimpse Worthless, between Heartless and A vivid line was drawn to separate these. I'm one with no worth, he's one without heart. But I'm willing to catch on Chase and Hearts. Once I believe, Every Beast Needs A Beauty. Now, I'm aware it's all just in me. Before night breaks, I ask Why Do You Hate Me. Remain unanswered, I wish soon it would be. Tough was it Ruling The Wild Waves. What Lies Beneath The Sand seems to be in caves. This Island of Fire grow heavier and burned. Gratitude to fate he finally End This War. POPPY – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) MOON NYMPH – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) PAINTED FATE – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) SOLDIER – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) PINK SHADES– ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) MEMENTO – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) SEEDED – ibis paint x (11.7x11.7 inch) THE RUINS – ibis paint x BROWN – ibis paint x (1181mm x 1748mm) You can contact me at: Twitter: @PaaatRych Instagram: filthy_rych Wattpad: @chreynXD