MY SHORT LOVE MEMORY
If only I knew when I love you, I would lose me,
I wake up just to get back to sleep,
I hope you and him live happily,
The memories we shared I'm gonna have to keep.
If only I knew when you left, it would drown me,
This darkness is not ordinary,
Your bite marks, scared me for life,
For days now I've lost myself,
In my own world ,trying to breathe,
Trying to survive, trying to exist.
I've lost you ,I've lost love,
It destroyed me ,and messed me up ,
Am dysfunctional ,
A broken man ,with a broken soul and a tattered spirit.
I try to be positive,
But it only lasts a few seconds,
Am at war, with my mind trying to live trying to heal..
#Lennox
#lyricalLennyThepoet
#2022