Memo on Suicide and Judgements
َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
F R O M T H E PE N O F
April 5, 2019
A S A A D R IA Z
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OF KNOWLEDGE AND HUMILITY
My dearest family,
“The best way to begin is to praise the Giver of Strength, to invoke blessing and peace
upon our Lord Muhammad ﷺ, His prophet and servant, and upon the Prophet’s ﷺ
good and pure offspring.”
There is only one thing sacred in this universe. That is Love. Life comes from love,
whether you believe it to be God’s love, nature's, or accidental. It is from Love.
I would like to thank each one of you, those associated with IntuitiveHub,
Whispers2Reflections, WaveStudio & QuantumHub, for the passion and sacrifices
you all bring to a collective cause. May you all be blessed with every prosperity, and
find me obliged always.
As this movement progresses, the realization that we require literature identifying our
direction or at the very least some basic guidelines for the larger framework, has lead
me to write this first memo. From time to time, as needs may dictate, you would Godwilling receive these memos from my end.
OF KNOWLEDGE:
We all have this excited tendency of finding everything we wish to be associated with
(whether an idea, or an act) to be the best. From the certifications one aspires towards,
to companies, religions, familial tribes or even nations as an example.
“We are the best”.
“We will do the best…”.
I could be wrong as always, but I feel thoughts & sentences beginning with prideful
absolutes set us up for shameful failures. Absolutes are based on definite knowledge.
While statements as above might work well for marketing or political causes, what
knowledge can I actually claim with honesty?
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A SA A DR I A Z . CO M
َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
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For if it rains not in a region for a 1,000 days and nights - can I with certainty in
absolutes say it shall not rain on the thousandth and first also? I may speak in terms of
odds of probability of the event occurring to be less than a thousandth of a percent
but no more.
The experience of repetitive events does not necessitate its untrues occurrence, only
can infer a higher likelihood of happening.
Our brains have a tendency- as our minds are very much relative to the physical space
time dimensions, hence they tend - to convince us that the current repetitive pattern
we see is permanent and reality. Usually in such times, the real self is silent, yet still
present. It is only after, that we have allowed our minds to convince us of this
permanence, that the self is silent for good.
I know nothing, I only make discreet judgements to the relations I observe, unveiled in
my perceptive reality along my journey.
For a feces worm finds his heaven in that waste. And yet, it is in that perceptive heaven
or hell, that it must observe, perceive, learn, and finally necessitate it’s will to power, so
that it may overcome the current nature of its identity; so, that it may, elevate, perish,
and anew the expression in unveiling of it’s existence.
OF HUMILITY:
Humbleness is the very necessity of existence, as the very thought that 'I know'
destroys and limits the capabilities of actual or real learning/knowledge.
Our refusal to entertain another opinion or the denial of an extrinsic thought curtails
the limits to our growth and improvement; which in essence are one and the same.
How we stay entangled in the self woven web of social courtesies and gestures or
norms, each act to please, impress or convince another.
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َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
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“Apart from humility, slavery and helplessness, naught is allowed but consideration in
The Presence.”
OF UNINTENDED INSENSITIVITY:
One should not state a generalized form of expression as ‘Whatever happens is only
for the best; or because as we sowed; or deserved this or this’. That may indeed be the
case in essence, but not in an altruistic nature of the relative expression.
For take an example of the experience of a child being robbed unjustly of his family’s
life, not only orphaned, but also realizing a lifelong scarring of trauma. Regardless of
the Infinite Wisdoms balance or justice behind allowing the observation of such an
unfolding, the said and similar expressions do not seem like a fair selection or
representation of that what is the case, or its connexion to probable fact.
Those struggling with suicidal thoughts probably require a more accepting and
understanding approach than a callous statement of vague encouragement.
ON JUDGMENTS:
They say opposites attract, but also like attracts like. Death attracts death and life
attracts life. The negative wants balance with the positive and so on.
As I have no understanding of absolutes, as I have no claim to knowledge - how can I
judge another? I have no sight of seeing things beyond isolated instances, then how
may I simply categorize the judgement of the most dynamic existence I have seen that of the human individual, in terms of good and evil?
For all things attract each other; for all things are one. Let us look towards The Light,
and turn away from the dark Demons2Despair.
If the knock on one door does not provide you with an answer, or in fact, provides you
with one contrary to your beliefs expectations; why become desperate?
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َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
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For there is an infinitude of doors that let alone knocking on, one has not even
imagined the possibilities of its existence.
OF UNCOMPROMISING:
Today is my last day. If I truly believe it to be my last day, there are a lot of unpaid dues
that I must return to nature, before Returning to Nature. So, given the finiteness of the
available time - I must give a 100% to each act that comes along the way. If I do not, I
have once again dug the endless pit for my own fall to delusions. I shall give you, with
the Permission of Whose Hands hold my soul, my fullest.
He has provided us with each and every resource we may imagine to execute any idea
of a constructive nature. It is now our hunger that determines what we consume. With
~20 million unique individuals just in Karachi, ~180+ million in Pakistan, and the ~7.5+
billion unique and beautiful individuals across the globe - each body containing the
Soul of The Creator, we must not waste a single moment in hope.
Hope shall lead to disappointment. It is in belief that I already have been provided
with every required resource for any dream or thought that I may will to potentially
realize.
If today you bring your 99%, do something else this day that you shall give your 100%
to. Each day we lose, leads to the potential threat of a loss of a fellow family member.
Depression, especially that leading to suicide is a demon that no individual should
fight alone.
Why the firm uncompromising attitude?
For if you try and teach me something, and I insist on the claim that I believe you are
blessing my heart with true wisdom, however, all I attempt to do is simply hum out
with a little (twist?) back n’ forth; repeating simply your words with no understanding
or honest intent to benefit in applications - then, would you not find the repetition of
your words as mockery?
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َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
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Is it then a non-believer truly mocking the book you undeniably claim to be the
Spoken Word of the Creator of the Universes?; or is it, When you turn it simply into a
gesture of hymns and songs, something to decorate your aesthetic and mental peace
with - do you not think that you may be, without possible realization or intent, mocking
the Infinite Wisdom?
OF GENDER-EQUALITY:
And why equality? Why should men and women be equal? Is that all the aspiration of
the women of today? Have you ever seen one of a serious science such as physics
compare their branch to an experimentally weaker one as psychology or history?; No,
of course not?
Pity the individual that denies their own individuality. Denies the unleashing,
discovering, destructing and creating, destructing their own individuality. The further
you hope and aim to see, the further you see.
Why always the comparison? To relate to another similarity, and hope to mould your
own impression in the reflective reality of another? Why even institutionalize existence
into a gender also? Why not, just be, who you are, to be?
For gender roles can thought to be not much different than that of the roles of bodily
organs and needs; yes, they may seem as weaknesses; hunger, sleep etc; but, they all
serve a purpose in deciphering in to the readings of the obvious overflowing signs.
The role of a mother may seem irrelevant from the petty comparison of gender
relative positions, but in its own reflection is the purest of responsibilities that
impresses the extension of ones own love for existence through all sorts of strifes and
struggles, is it not?
IMPORTANT: Roles and genders should mean nothing at all in our circle. It is the
intended acts of individual merits that should be acknowledged and recognized with
no concern for gender, age, religion, culture, race, or any such discriminatory
categorizations.
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َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
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For the age of society is over, the gods of cultures are dead; now arises the age of
man, the individual, the age of Rabbi, my Lord.
OF FAILURES:
Each one of my blessed failures has taught me what ought not to be done. Reflective,
yes, rather than perceptive; but it has affirmed my belief in what ought to be done.
If nature is consistently creating then surely my purpose cannot be about rest and
simple luxury, for nature I am a part of that very nature of creation. It is continuously
traveling with a forwarding escape velocity in a loop of creation through destruction
both a simile for one and the same. Continuous creative activity!
I am not talking to your nations, societies, neighborhoods, countries, laws, rules,
groups etc; let the rabble be and drink from a common pool, binding the infection of
their poisons there. I am speaking to you, the individual, that is lonely, in a world full of
the animal-men; from the highest of the pools, pure from any poisons or impurities,
shall you drink the flow of life. Be grateful that you have been miserable; for if you did
not suffer from the diseases of the common pool, why should you seek its antidote?
The antidote to all diseases. The overcoming of all your becomings. The imitation of
The Creators reality as a creator yourself in the reflective reality. For all is one, and a
drop of an ocean, is also the ocean.
OF RESOURCES:
As we have been blessed with a variety of a unique mix of dedicated talent in the likes
of yourself, this month begins with some major completions on our teams end.
Some of the resources that shall be available to you for execution of your ideas and
purposes are:
1. QuantumERP (asaadshub.com): A complete all-in-one solution for a centralized
communication in the form of an Enterprise resource solution integrated with
Customer Relations Management features, E-commerce services and product
store of our own, Teacher-student administration and blog publishing amongst
many other features.
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َو،ٍَّ ال َّلهُمَّ َص ِّلع َلَىم ٍَُّدمحوَع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحامك َصل َّيْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِيدٌال َّلهُمَّبَارِكْع َلَىم
ُدمحع َلَىآلِم ٍَّ َُدمحبَاامكرَك ْ َتع َلَىإِ ْربَاهِيمَوَع َلَىآلِإِ ْربَاهِيمَإِن َّكَ َحمِيدٌم َجِي ٌد
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2. WavesEntertainment (waves.asaadshub.com): WaveStudio’s news website
featuring entertainment and media industry, amongst other traditional and non
traditional journalistic categories - but unique in introducing an entire section on
Emotional Health courtesy of the Whispers2Reflections’ team.
3. Domain and Web Hosting Company (hosting.asaadshub.com): The ability to join
and run a startup web hosting company with all the services, features and pricing
to compete with major international service provides.
4. IntuitiveHub (intuitivehub.org): The IntuitiveHub platform is now available for the
team to plan out their courses they wish to relay, and the ones they wish to attend.
They can be served as MOOC’s or as traditional courses. Powered by the same
technology powering MIT and Harvards joint EdX platform integrated with
additional customized modules of our own - enables us to toggle the waves of free
academics from our homes.
5. Whispers2Nite (asaadshub.com/whispers2nite): The campaign leading towards
multiple smaller and larger sized physical events for the awareness of depression
support & management and suicide prevention. A joint collaboration under the
ideological guidance of the Whispers2Reflections team.
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I have only expressed some momentary thoughts to you I believe I have tried instilling
in vision at the foundation of this structure. Any and all feedback and questions shall
be welcomed. My door insha’Allah is always open for everyone - of course, you must
leave your judgement behind. And in the end, God knows best.
Sincerely your servant,
Slave of
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